The time iv'e spent wasted is my biggest regret.

spent time in these places i'll never forget. Just sitting and thinking about the things iv'e done the crying,the laughing, the hurt and the fun now it's just me and my hard driven guilt,behind a wall of emptiness i allowed to be built i'm trapped in my body, just wanting to run back to my youth where it's laughter and fun. but the chase is over it's no place to hide everything is gone,including my pride ,with reality suddenly right in my face i'm scared and alone and stuck in this place, now memories of the past flash through my head and the pain is obvious by the tears i shed i asked myself where i went wrong. i guess i was weak when i should of been strong.

living for the drugs and the wings i had grown my feelings were lost, afraid to be shown as i look at my past it's so easy to see the fear that i had afraid to be me.

dedicated to everyone