I'm sorry mama, i never meant to hurt you.

i never meant to to make you cry but tonight i'm cleaning out my closet.

First off mama i wanna tell you i love you for a long, long time i put no one above you but now i can't stand the fucking look on your face i wanna blames you for the reason that i'm up in this place' did you ever care?,did you ever think about me look back at our past ,do you see what i see you put on a good front,but our whole life was a lie you probably the reason i fucking wish i would die. keep it real,you never gave a **** about me. your only care was which man was gone to put you to sleep . answer this where the **** did that leave me alone. scared of the monster in my room as i weep and i still make excuses for why you do what you do regardless of all the bullshit that you put me through and when i told you he was sneaking in my room at night you looked me dead in my face and told me i wasn't right a bullet to my heart, all i wanted was your help you selfish ***** all you fucking cared about was your self.

dedicated to my mother