I'm sorry mama, i never meant to hurt you.
i never meant to to make you cry but tonight i'm cleaning out my closet.
First off mama i wanna tell you i love you for a long, long time i put no one above you but now i can't stand the fucking look on your face i wanna blames you for the reason that i'm up in this place' did you ever care?,did you ever think about me look back at our past ,do you see what i see you put on a good front,but our whole life was a lie you probably the reason i fucking wish i would die. keep it real,you never gave a **** about me. your only care was which man was gone to put you to sleep . answer this where the **** did that leave me alone. scared of the monster in my room as i weep and i still make excuses for why you do what you do regardless of all the bullshit that you put me through and when i told you he was sneaking in my room at night you looked me dead in my face and told me i wasn't right a bullet to my heart, all i wanted was your help you selfish ***** all you fucking cared about was your self.
dedicated to my mother
Thanks God bless
I know your hurt, don't allow it to control your life. Give that pain and shame to the person who did it and the mother who allowed it. That pain is theirs. I know I've been in a similar situation. God bless
I can hear the hurt laced and your every word. But let me ask you, “did cleaning out your closet hurt you more” once you wrote this?